Me, the walking time bomb.The past few weeks have been a lot of running around trying to get things done before the baby comes. I had a huge list of things to get done, bought, or organized and worked hard to get at least
something off the list everyday. Once the absolute necessities were done, I figured I'd have some time to sit back and just relax for a week or two before her arrival. Unfortunately once I finished "the necessary" list, I just kept adding things to the "I'd like to have this done, too" list. The good news is I've gotten a lot done. For example, I was able to catch up on editing and printing out the past 1 1/2 years of pictures and putting them in albums, I caught up on the older kids' baby books, and I even have Easter baskets in the basement ready to go! The bad news is I've given myself almost no time to rest. I ended up catching a horrible cold and feel absolutely rotten, but I keep running errands every day trying to get more done. I'm exhausted and not getting over this cold because I'm not resting. I keep hoping it will go away before she arrives, but I'm not sure that will happen in time.
At my 38 week appointment last week I was dilated to 3cm and still 70% effaced. The baby was still "floating," which is weird to me because my other kids were "well engaged" by now. I had my last appointment today and I didn't even have the midwife check me because I never went past 3 cm with my other kids until labor, so what's the point? I'm scheduled to be induced on Monday, another first since I've never been induced before. It's only a couple days before my due date and I had some good reasons for choosing to do that this time. I'm hoping it's the right decision. She still has a few days if she wants to come on her own and you never know. Jossy chose to arrive the day before I was going to be induced with her. The kids are getting really excited to meet their new sister. I'm anxious to see what color of hair she has since we never know in this family!
This whole week has been Matty's Spring break, and Dan's had the last 3 days of it off as well. I had all these grand plans of fun things we could do every day that wouldn't be too strenuous for me at 39 weeks pregnant, but alas this stupid cold has ruined most of those plans. I told Dan even with being sick I really want at least
ONE DAY where we do something fun with the kids outside of this house. So after my appointment this morning, we stopped by the grocery store to pick up a few items and bought impromptu doughnuts to celebrate my last appointment being over. After that I was still hanging in there despite a bad cough, so we headed over to Kangaroo Zoo to play on the inflatables. Jossy has always been too scared to actually play on anything, but after 45 minutes of doing everything we could to help her she finally got over her fears and had a great time! We went home for lunch and naps. After that the 4 of us headed outside to enjoy the sun, but we ended up spending an hour and a half working together in our flower beds (another thing on my "I want this done, too" list.) It's amazing we have any tulips left at all (and we actually have quite a few) after the way the deer massacred our beds a few weeks ago. I guess some of the blooms weren't up yet, so those survived even though their leaves were chewed to the ground. We try to keep a repellent on them and we pray every night for the deer to be kept away so that we can enjoy these beautiful flowers.
The only bits of color in our beds right now
Around 6 we came inside, made personal pizzas and ate them while watching the rest of a movie the kids started this morning. Matty wasn't done eating when the movie was over so I stuck in a DVD I had made of pictures from 2 summers ago. It was only about 15 minutes but we all loved seeing it again. So even though I'm completely wiped out from today and my lungs and head are killing me, I'm so happy that we had at least one family fun day this week!
In the next couple of days I'll be able to post about the new baby! That seems so surreal to me. I'm so nervous about everything, but I'm also really excited to get to know this little soccer star I've been growing in my uterus the last nine months!